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    <title>gabylove's Journals on Buzznet</title>
    <description><![CDATA[I'm a a dream weaver that never finishes her work. I always dream big and fail. I want to be a dancer an artist. But my fate isn't any of that. I failed. And didn't come back up. A decision I will regret forever. I hope that everyone follows their dreams, as cliche as that sounds, because I regret giving up on my own. Hopefully things will work out for me. I aspire to be greater than I aspire to be. I want to remembered. I don't excpect you to get inspired by me or even read this for that matter. i hope that life gets better. But no one is in control of my life but me. I guess I ruin things for myself. I am sorry. I am sorry for hurting you life. Half the time I try to do things to benefit other people, but I just end up hurting myself. Please forgive me. I want a clean slate to just start over. I want love and peace back in my life. I stole it from myself, and am desperate to get it back. I am selfish and torn. Too pathetic to be forgiven of myself.If you really want to know about me all I can say is you're going to have to talk to me. I probably know as much about myself as any stranger does. I am in denial of what I have become I am a lost, sorrow soul in search of happiness. Someome please reach out and help me find it. I am forever in your debt. Nice job Gaby, you REALLY fucked up big this time. I wish I could think before I act. I BEG your forgiveness and mercy. Please just one more chance. One more chance is all that I need. Promises are broken, but so are hearts and both can be mended with tender words of tender love. Lover, accept my love. Kisser, take my kisses. Boyfriend be a friend. I want nothing but you, for I am nothing without you. I have cried tears enough to fill a sea, to spill over and out of my heart into your mind. But you r mind has been made up. Heartbreak breaks hearts. Love spoils friendship. I spoil everything with my small frame and delicate understanding.]]></description>
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